Tramonica Brown Interview, November 20, 2020

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  • Jamie Sanders
    And were recording. Okay, so I'm going to
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    just dive in.
  • Jamie Sanders
    Hi, I'm
  • Jamie Sanders
    Jamie Sanders and today I'll be talking to you Tramonica Brown,
  • Jamie Sanders
    the founder of not my son Dallas Today is November 20 2020. And
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    we're conducting this interview online via their story. And
  • Jamie Sanders
    today we'll be discussing Miss Browns organization and her
  • Jamie Sanders
    involvement in the recent Black Lives Matter protests in the
  • Jamie Sanders
    Dallas Fort Worth area, mostly focusing on the series of
  • Jamie Sanders
    protests that erupted earlier this year after the death of
  • Jamie Sanders
    George Floyd. And the ones that keep you into the present day.
  • Jamie Sanders
    Do I have your permission to record this interview.
  • Tramonica Brown
    Yes.
  • Jamie Sanders
    Awesome. So
  • Jamie Sanders
    Oh, no. Where'd you go?
  • Jamie Sanders
    Oh, Miss Brown.
  • Jamie Sanders
    Oh, okay.
  • Tramonica Brown
    Am I here?
  • Jamie Sanders
    Yeah, you're back. You're back. Um, so,
  • Jamie Sanders
    first, let's start off with a little background. So where are
  • Jamie Sanders
    you from?
  • Tramonica Brown
    I am from Dallas, Texas.
  • Jamie Sanders
    Mhm
  • Tramonica Brown
    Born and raised.
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    Do
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    you want to say what neighborhood or like little mini
  • Jamie Sanders
    city?
  • Tramonica Brown
    Yes. Pleasant Grove.
  • Tramonica Brown
    Oh, grove side walking.
  • Jamie Sanders
    And can you tell me a little bit about that area.
  • Tramonica Brown
    Um, plevin Grove, in my opinion has always been like
  • Tramonica Brown
    an underserved as an underserved community. We're always either
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    grouped with south Dallas, or Mesquite. So (where) that
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    beautiful nectar in between that always gets like swept up under
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    the rug. So it is very near and dear to me. Um, I just I'm very
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    attracted to like pouring back into the wealth of my community
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    because I understand how underserved it has been. So
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    that's (undiscernable) pleasant grove.
  • Jamie Sanders
    Um, so how did you feel growing up there has
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    shaped you as a person?
  • Tramonica Brown
    I feel like I would not be who I am today. Had it
  • Tramonica Brown
    not have been for those of DISD teachers of mine. Um, they have
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    literally, (cut off) grow. No, mommy. I'm doing an interview.
  • Tramonica Brown
    It's my daughter go tell daddy. Um, I feel like that area has
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    literally shaped the way I am and the person that I have truly
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    become. So if you need my hug, she wants a hug
  • Jamie Sanders
    Okay.
  • Tramonica Brown
    Go in No, no, go in the house. Um where was I
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    talking about
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    go out.
  • Tramonica Brown
    And I'm a mom. Oh, yeah, we're
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    talking about
  • Tramonica Brown
    I am. I'm thankful for my neighborhood. I love my
  • Tramonica Brown
    neighborhood, I would not have replaced it for Highland Park
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    replacement whatsoever. It shaped the culture within me to
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    make me want to go and strive to do better. That's great.
  • Jamie Sanders
    Um, so can we talk about your family? Yeah,
  • Jamie Sanders
    okay. So I know, I'm going to ask right now I know you have
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    kids. So if you want to talk about your children?
  • Tramonica Brown
    you're a one just made a debue.
  • Jamie Sanders
    So you can Can you tell me a little bit about
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    them?
  • Tramonica Brown
    Yes, so I have a five year old, which Izarya Rose.
  • Tramonica Brown
    And, and I have a nine year old that is Cameron. And yes, they
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    are amazing.
  • Jamie Sanders
    Do you think that you're you being a mama affect
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    your activism?
  • Tramonica Brown
    Absolutely. Not My Son was birthed off of the fact
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    of Trayvon Martin's verdict. And at that time, my son was about
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    two. And I literally took a picture of him and I'll send it
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    to you just remind me, it's a picture of him with a gray
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    hoodie on. And I held up a pack of Skittles, and he was sitting
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    on the floor. And like that picture to this day speaks so
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    many volumes to me, like in a blink of an eye, it could easily
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    have been my son and because our system is so broken, and we're
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    already under so much oppression, that it's nothing
  • Tramonica Brown
    that I can do about Yeah.
  • Jamie Sanders
    So you did something about it.
  • Tramonica Brown
    I feel I did something about I got in the
  • Tramonica Brown
    stream.
  • Jamie Sanders
    Um, so like talking a little bit more about
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    your family. Can you tell me about your other members, your
  • Jamie Sanders
    family where you're close to?
  • Tramonica Brown
    Oh, sure. Um, my father is he's also a lot of the
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    reason why I'm so strong. My mother died when I was 11. And
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    that's why I say it's so important to have real teachers
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    who really care about these students because you know,
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    they're a very strong glue to the person who I am. That's why
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    I say I love Pleasant Grove, I would not have taken another
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    place because those teachers wrap their arms around me and
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    pushed me to become who I am like, they didn't just let me
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    move on. And you know, say "she'll be okay." Like it was a
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    constant checks and balance, like they've been to protest,
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    they've been to all the things that I've accomplished in my
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    adulthood. So it just goes to show that you can't write off
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    every teacher and it strong connection to these students in
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    the community. So my father is, um, he hardly ever really worked
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    for anybody else. He's been an entrepreneur since the day I can
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    really remember. Um, it's been remarkable to see a strong black
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    Dad, you know, really influential and really showing
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    up for their children. So my foundation was set at a very
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    early age. You know, my father is truly my hero (laughs.) I
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    also seen him give jobs like before I was even into the
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    movement as a child, I seen him give jobs to homeless people.
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    That's something that kind of sparked up something that I just
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    grown in me as a child is that my dad is not not getting
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    somebody who already knows the trade, but picking up homeless
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    people and teaching them a trade and giving them a (job.) So I
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    felt like that it's kind of rolled up into how I've gotten
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    to this point, because I'm so connected to the homeless
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    already. So I understand that it's ways that in the community,
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    we can actually provide substance and texture and jobs
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    like we can provide jobs. So it's just given me that boosts
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    to keep going.
  • Jamie Sanders
    Do you have any siblings?
  • Tramonica Brown
    I do I have an older brother. And I have a younger
  • brother. I'm the middle child, but I'm a girl.
  • So
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    are you really close to your brothers?
  • Tramonica Brown
    Yes, I am close to my brothers.
  • Jamie Sanders
    How do your brothers and your father feel
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    about your activism?
  • Tramonica Brown
    You know, the very first time I think I scared
  • everybody half to death with the phone call when I was on the
  • bridge.
  • Jamie Sanders
    Oh, yeah.
  • Tramonica Brown
    So I was like, hey, so I'm about to go to jail, they
  • Tramonica Brown
    where like "what!" who do I need to call?
  • Tramonica Brown
    And I've never been to jail. Oh, so it's like "uh No, no, my baby
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    gotta come off." So that was pretty funny to scare them, but
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    also make them you know, consciously socially aware of
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    like, Look, it means so much to where my baby, you know, my
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    sister's out on this bridge. Okay, let me dive in to find out
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    why. And it just kind of grew from there. And they've been
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    extremely supportive. My dad comes to all of the South Dallas
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    projects. My brother, he joined a brother organization that we
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    have called "the watchmen." So he's heavily involved, you know,
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    with protecting the culture, protecting the people and
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    protecting mindset. So we're banding together and we're
  • Tramonica Brown
    really making all this work.
  • Jamie Sanders
    So your family is deeply involved with you in this
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    activism?
  • Tramonica Brown
    Yeah, I guess. I mean, they play the roles. They
  • Tramonica Brown
    don't walk at it, you know, wheels fall off like I do, but
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    they definitely come in and play there part.
  • Jamie Sanders
    Oh, do you have a partner as well?
  • Tramonica Brown
    I do.
  • Jamie Sanders
    Which is- would you like to talk about it?
  • Tramonica Brown
    we've been together since 2011
  • Jamie Sanders
    Aw thats nice
  • Jamie Sanders
    And are they involved as well?
  • Tramonica Brown
    Oh, absolutely. He is the founder of "the watchmen."
  • Jamie Sanders
    Oh, that's really cool.
  • Tramonica Brown
    Think about the watchmen that is my love.
  • Jamie Sanders
    So how does activism affect your
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    relationship with him?
  • Tramonica Brown
    Um, it brings us together, you know, as a strong
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    sounding board for each other because in activism, it takes so
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    much of your time. And if you don't have a partner that's
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    really understanding, and really just invested in some sort,
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    you're not going to get the understanding of communication
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    that you would want to see. So I feel like it sometimes it is
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    wind is going everywhere. Um, so we have good communication
  • Tramonica Brown
    because we're both on the frontlines. We're both fighting
  • Tramonica Brown
    for our children to progress and actually be better and for our
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    city, because I'm a I'm a person who says you have to fix your
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    own porch first. I can't do anything until I fix cars and
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    girls like that's just in my heart. I can't do anything until
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    I fix South Dallas because that's just in my heart. So
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    being that he came from the same place, he holds that same time
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    to change as I do.
  • Jamie Sanders
    That's really Nice. So your teachers before?
  • Jamie Sanders
    So shifting gears a little bit, and you mentioned your childhood
  • Jamie Sanders
    a little bit, can you tell me about (your childhood?)
  • Tramonica Brown
    my childhood was amazing to be in the hood, we
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    are at a place where everybody has horror stories growing up in
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    the hood. And even though my story was a bittersweet because
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    I lost my mom, but my community really upheld me. And they just
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    wouldn't allow me to fail. Have you ever had that were like one
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    of your parents or something just like you're not allowed to
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    fail, not on my watch. I felt like this with the community.
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    And that's what my family did. And that's why I'm so tied to
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    that, because I want to be the advocate for that little girl
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    that I was at that point. So it's so important to, like, jus
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    cherish those moments and really create a bridge because it's
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    going to come a point where it's another little girl that needs
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    to cross that bridge. Yeah. So that my community is everything,
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    like everything, to me,
  • Jamie Sanders
    it really does sound like you know, it takes a
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    village to raise a child, it sounds like you had a really
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    strong village.
  • Tramonica Brown
    I had a very strong village and they didn't live in
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    my household. My dad was definitely the head, but he
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    definitely had strong black women that were not allowing his
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    children to fail. My brother, we were laughing the other day, cuz
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    we were talking about him, he had won a salsa competition and
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    a chess competition. And these are the teachers who just and
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    principals to who just said, "we're not going to allow this
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    family to fail," and you know, back then you can, you know, we
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    didn't have all these restrictions. So they were also
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    helping, you know, discipline, and they gave us that
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    discipline, they gave us that love, and they gave us the
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    courage to be more than a statistic and the environment
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    were set for us to fail.
  • Jamie Sanders
    You mentioned your teachers, so can you tell
  • Jamie Sanders
    me like when you started school, which teachers was it who first
  • Jamie Sanders
    started getting involved like this?
  • Tramonica Brown
    Um, I would say if I had to go all the way back,
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    geez, the first teacher that I saw, um, when my mom died, was
  • Tramonica Brown
    my (5th?) grade English teacher, ELR. And she brought a bucket of
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    chicken. And it shocked me cuz I'm like, "What my teacher doing
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    here?" Like, I was already so hurt, but I didn't understand
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    then. But like now, it means the world to me. Um, Miss Lewis is
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    her name. Um, my counselor that I had Mary Frost, Miss Darden,
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    that was a vice principal, my cheerleading coach, Miss Fuller,
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    Miss Sanders, Miss Jamison. Like I wasn't able, because I took
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    the fashion route. But I always wanted to be a part of a
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    sorority. I went to her house one time, and I remember she had
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    these beautiful elephants. And like, the way they were just
  • structured, it was just so motivating. And I was like, is
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    this a Delta what is this? And even miss Johnson, my my high
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    school cheerleading coach, she carried me on when I felt like
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    God placed strong black women in front of me to show me that this
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    is what it's supposed to look like. Like, it's okay, but
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    you're not allowed to fail. Like, you're not allowed to dip
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    back into what people would love to say she just turned into
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    like, a hood chick or she turned into a do nothing. And, you
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    know, we knew she was never gonna be nothing she had, you
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    know, they just, I was blessed to have people around me who had
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    high standards of what I am supposed to become, regardless
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    of my (unknown word). So I feel like it's so important all the
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    time that I mention those ladies because, and I say it all the
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    time, if they have not, you know, changed a life. You know,
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    as a teacher, you want to change a life. I just think it's so
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    important for them to know that if they've never changed a
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    child's life that they definitely change your mine. And
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    most of them are still teaching. I know Miss Darden, she's
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    retired vice principle, but a lot of them still teach. Um, my
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    Miss Lewis, my ELAR fifth grade teacher, she's now a counselor
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    because of my story. So and she's been able to, you know,
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    penetrate hearts and affect kids and you know, get in there
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    butts, because we need it at that time I needed it for them
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    for us to sit until you know, students that "Oh, you can't do
  • Tramonica Brown
    this and you can't do That," that saved my life. So, yes, um,
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    I love my teachers, I still call them my teachers because I still
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    learn and I still gained so much from them. I remember one of
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    them she used to throw shoes at us not in- well actually she did
  • Tramonica Brown
    in class. And I said this lady is crazy I had her in fourth
  • Tramonica Brown
    grade, I said this lady is (unknown,) you know, I love that
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    lady to death. And you know what, when I had one of my first
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    big ventures when I dived into fashion, she was front row. So,
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    it just goes to show that, you know, teachers makeup, a lot of
  • Tramonica Brown
    the culture of what your child could potentially be by showing
  • Tramonica Brown
    how much they actually can.
  • Jamie Sanders
    And, um, did you go to college? And what college
  • Jamie Sanders
    did you to go to if you did?
  • Tramonica Brown
    I did. I went to Wade(?) college I graduated with
  • Tramonica Brown
    my bachelor's I attended there the whole wide. And you know,
  • Tramonica Brown
    even they were great. Mr. Conten was amazing. And I remember the
  • Tramonica Brown
    first day of school, he said, You pay seven the $7 per hour,
  • Tramonica Brown
    something like that a five day, he was like, if you don't come
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    that's on you because I'm getting my check anyway now lets
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    begin, I said oh I'm grown now.
  • Tramonica Brown
    But he taught me so much. And I'm gonna I'm gonna say game
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    because he did. He taught me so much game on how to talk to
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    these people network and not be afraid. So waking it up like
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    these teachers, they really hold true narrative to me, my keys or
  • Tramonica Brown
    my teachers.
  • Jamie Sanders
    So other than your organization, do like have
  • Jamie Sanders
    a second job? Or I'm sorry, that was really weirdly worded.
  • Tramonica Brown
    Yes. Um, I was a teacher. I did not go back to
  • Tramonica Brown
    teach this year. Um I also did let me see what else did I do in
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    a school I worked at a charter school so they had us doing
  • Tramonica Brown
    1000s of jobs. I chose not to go back to charter for one, I don't
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    feel like charter systems are always the best. I feel like we
  • Tramonica Brown
    need to pour more into ISD because they host the most of
  • Tramonica Brown
    the village. And I feel like with charter schools, sometimes
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    it makes you feel like it's a privilege. But when you get
  • Tramonica Brown
    there, when you work there, you learn that it's not privileged
  • Tramonica Brown
    whatsoever to those people, we just is a sale. So um, but the
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    whole situation with George Floyd happened and I was like,
  • Tramonica Brown
    I'm not gonna be able to do it because I need to be on the
  • Tramonica Brown
    forefront of making positive change in my community. So that
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    was that but I still do events. Um, I have a company called I Am
  • Tramonica Brown
    Fashion Group that we have been you know, cranking back up as
  • Tramonica Brown
    far as like mentorship aspect of it. But you know, hosting
  • Tramonica Brown
    events, Christmas parties wedding, so I've been getting
  • Tramonica Brown
    back into the Mojo of an event planning.
  • Jamie Sanders
    Okay, cool. Um, so shifting gears a little bit
  • Jamie Sanders
    key Tell me what's your first memory of race
  • Tramonica Brown
    in general. My first memory of race, like being
  • Tramonica Brown
    discriminated against? Or just understanding that I was a
  • Tramonica Brown
    different color?
  • Jamie Sanders
    either one is fine.
  • Tramonica Brown
    Um, so my family is of lots of different races. Um,
  • Tramonica Brown
    we're black, black. Well, we have a lot of mixed fruit
  • Tramonica Brown
    berries. So we were very cultured, to a certain extent.
  • Tramonica Brown
    Um, we never really had the whole, you know, racist moment
  • Tramonica Brown
    because my, my aunt, when she's on my Facebook page, if you
  • Tramonica Brown
    actually go to my Facebook page, she's literally my profile
  • Tramonica Brown
    picture. Um, she subcummbed to cancer A few years ago, that was
  • Tramonica Brown
    my heart, absolute heart. And I remember when I first came out
  • Tramonica Brown
    into the, the era that we're in of like really diving into
  • Tramonica Brown
    racism, people really wanted to know who this white lady was,
  • Tramonica Brown
    that was holding my baby. And I had really let people know that
  • Tramonica Brown
    that's probably not the right way to approach that situation.
  • Tramonica Brown
    Um, I think maybe it was jobs. I worked in fashion a lot. But I
  • Tramonica Brown
    also, I had a good pitch. So but even with that, I think it's,
  • Tramonica Brown
    it's with jobs. You know, my name is Tramonica. So it's not
  • Tramonica Brown
    really it's not an Elizabeth. It's something that has a little
  • Tramonica Brown
    texture to it. It's um, you have like, oh, okay, well, thats
  • Tramonica Brown
    unique thats different like it's not just Monica. It's a prefix
  • Tramonica Brown
    in front that thing. So I think my name helps me understand
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    racism a lot, or just race in general, like, you're not gonna
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    find a ton of white girls named Tramonica Brown unless theres some
  • Tramonica Brown
    black somewhere. Some black somewhere, somebodies auntie
  • Tramonica Brown
    said girl Tramonica Brown thats cute, but I think my name helped me a
  • Tramonica Brown
    lot. I feel like, you know, just residency. So I lived in
  • Tramonica Brown
    Rollette for a couple of years. And I noticed that, you know,
  • Tramonica Brown
    we, it wasn't a lot of black people in my neighborhood,
  • Tramonica Brown
    particularly, I've seen growth of black people, you know, good
  • Tramonica Brown
    jobs and a good part of Rollette, you know, nice big
  • Tramonica Brown
    homes. But you know, people look at you different, and that also
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    gave me that worry, fear of, and I have to go back to Trayvon
  • Tramonica Brown
    Martin, you know, we live in this local neighborhood. And if
  • Tramonica Brown
    my son goes to the store and doesn't come home, I'm not going
  • Tramonica Brown
    to have the strength of Sabrina Fulton to just let the courts
  • Tramonica Brown
    take care of it. Because we're past that. So I that's why I
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    said, it's important for me to dive in and see what I can do
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    now to prevent my son become a hashtag. I'll be a hashtag right
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    behind my son saying, free Tramonica. Because I know that,
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    you know, God is still working with me, I'm humble enough. And
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    I'm not afraid to go out for my son. So I need to do something
  • Tramonica Brown
    proactively, and try to save other people's son at the same
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    time. And my daughter, Not my son is not just the concept of
  • Tramonica Brown
    it, is our black men are so under depreciated. Like to other
  • Tramonica Brown
    people, they carry a brand, almost depreciation. And it's
  • Tramonica Brown
    important for us to uplift and understand that our black men is
  • Tramonica Brown
    under tremendous stress, and that they're under attack, like
  • Tramonica Brown
    black people as a whole are under attack. But racist, people
  • Tramonica Brown
    are smart, you chop off the head, and the body will follow
  • Tramonica Brown
    the man is the lead. So if you take away our men, and you
  • Tramonica Brown
    replace it with housing, or hood, or foodstamps, or whatever
  • Tramonica Brown
    it is where you're not supposed to when you're separating a
  • Tramonica Brown
    family. That's how you create this, this illusion of you know,
  • Tramonica Brown
    black people, you know, too many single mothers and everybody's
  • Tramonica Brown
    on welfare. And I'm talking about post, I mean before, pre
  • Tramonica Brown
    COVID because now everybody who needs it needs to get on. But
  • Tramonica Brown
    you know, say that's the way you separate families by cutting
  • Tramonica Brown
    them off and saying, Hey, this is what's happening. This is
  • Tramonica Brown
    what we're living in. So what are you gonna do?
  • Jamie Sanders
    So you kind of you talk to a lot about Trayvon
  • Jamie Sanders
    Martin that's like a turning point for you personally, but
  • Jamie Sanders
    like, when did you get officially into activism?
  • Tramonica Brown
    Um, I always say that the straw that broke the camel's
  • Tramonica Brown
    back was the knee to the neck. This country almost burned to
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    the ground because people got extremely done with racism. Um,
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    and not even country like this. This world became done with
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    racism. They were burning up cities in Italy people are tired
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    of you saying like, I'm tired of using the hashtag Black Lives
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    Matter I'm tired today. Like I don't want that to become my
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    life story. So I don't want to spend my whole life on fighting
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    for it. I want to get them now
  • Jamie Sanders
    so so does he feel a sense of urgency now?
  • Tramonica Brown
    It is an urgency and I say it all the time. We will
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    never be at a at a sweet spot to change the narrative so
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    drastically and so strong as right now and the millennials
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    are carrying the torch and we cannot afford to drop the torch
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    because if we drop it that set everybody else behind on
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    progress also I want change I want it now. Like the commercial
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    say I want it I want to right now. I don't want to wait. I
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    don't want to stand in line. People still talking about 40
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    acres in a mule? Well, we supposed have that too obviously
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    we have that too, but it's at the very least, I need you to
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    stop killing my brothers and sisters that look like there's
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    nothing wrong with being Brown. It's my last name. It's my
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    favorite color.
  • Jamie Sanders
    So let's talk about I'm not my son. So when
  • Jamie Sanders
    did you first start like setting up not my son in Dallas.
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    The day after the bridge. Literally the day after
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    the bridge, I sent out some text messages. I posted it on, you
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    know, all the different social media platforms that protesters
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    had. And I'm like, Look, I'm having it, I think was like it
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    two or three o'clock in the afternoon, pull up. And I'm
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    thinking was like 800 folk. It was crazy. And then after that,
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    I said, Well, I wanted to turn it into a series. Because I
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    think that when was the conversation rally, where
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    everybody gathered around and people just talked about, we're
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    angry. And I was trying to find a way to prevent us further
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    harm. Because at that point, people was tearing stuff up I
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    don't know if I can cuss on here so I'll say stuff
  • Jamie Sanders
    You can say what you want
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    People where tearing shit up period And I wanted to
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    become a buffer. Because that seven o'clock curfew, I would
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    literally leave my house and be driving into the curfew zone. I
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    seen what was going on on social media, I seen how they were
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    throwing people's kids and just on people in general. And I was
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    like, if I can stand in the way and like navigate some type of
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    structure, I'm gonna do it. So I did it, I dealt hold on I got em
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    wait a second. Before y'all get to acting crazy. Out here with
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    these rubber bullets and all this other stuff tossing folk
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    like they rag dolls give me a second. So it was I was able to
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    also create a, you know, a conversation with some of those
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    local police officers, who, you know, they attended my rally.
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    And of course, at that time, they didn't want to come forward
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    in their uniforms. But it was a March that they had, which was
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    pointless to me very, very disrespectful to what we have
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    going on. Um, the blue Lives Matter March.
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    You black and you do in a blue Lives Matter March, I'm just
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    trying to make sure I understand this clearly. Okay, so a lot of
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    DPD officers were not in agreeance with that, and we had
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    a rally the same day. And they came, they came, and that spoke
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    volumes to every police officer isn't bad. And a lot of them
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    understand that they work for a broken system that oppresses
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    black people. It works for them and damages us. So that woke me
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    up, let me know that every police officer isn't bad because
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    they're showing me everybody has to learn. So I don't, I don't
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    push that on everybody. You have to get in a situation to where
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    they should approve at this point. If you wear a badge, you
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    have to show and prove. Are you stepping into that community? Do
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    you know that community? Or do you live in the high side of
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    society society, and you come over here to earn your paycheck
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    and your pension? People don't want to have those
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    conversations. But I was fortunate enough to where people
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    wanted to have that dialogue because they like, Look, I'm not
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    here to protect y'all. I came from here. We thought having
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    those conversations you like,Oh Okay, I know it's not you and
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    you actually telling me in your uniform that you understand that
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    this is a messed up system. That meant something to me, because
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    that meant I'm not trippin, I knew I wasn't trippin. But it's
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    good to know that you know, that we're not in a situation to
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    where it's actually bringing change of real substance and
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    like it's real law and order.
  • Jamie Sanders
    Yeah.
  • Jamie Sanders
    So like, as you've mentioned, and I looked on your website, it
  • Jamie Sanders
    says that you're trying to create a dialogue between the
  • Jamie Sanders
    police departments and like the people and the thing is, is you
  • Jamie Sanders
    mentioned people are angry, is there some pushback from either
  • Jamie Sanders
    the police, like some police officers and some protesters or
  • Jamie Sanders
    either one or the community itself from these conversations?
  • Tramonica Brown
    Um, I will say this last year. I can't remember the
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    timeframe but I know that um, community leaders and community
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    activists was was granted a police oversight board. That
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    police Oversight Board receives no respect, no funding, no way
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    to actually be a police oversight board. That is a slap
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    to the face of the people who pay taxes that is a slap to the
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    people who you know, are in this community who who care not look
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    at the point that people care. People want to know what's going
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    on in their communities. You're not allowing us to even know
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    you're just saying oh here stuff and we're gonna give y'all
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    something to shut y'all up titles, don't change anything.
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    badges don't change anything. I'm black. My Color of My Skin
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    is black is not gonna change. I won't be dying it any lighter
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    than what it is no. So it's, it's pushed back because people
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    in the community are like, off with them. Because we've tried
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    to have the dialogue, we tried to create a structure that both
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    parties agreed on. And they still stepped on.
  • Jamie Sanders
    Yeah.
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    And now we still out, we got her marching again, and
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    we are her fighting again. And now you know, we're at the point
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    to where it Yes, defund DPD people don't like the word
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    defund. But you need to understand. If you need a
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    vocabulary lesson, I am your girl. Yes, I'm not changing my
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    word Yes its harsh yes its mean. yes it sounds like we want to
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    take away because we do we want to subtract the money that you
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    guys want to subtract the amount of officers that are out here
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    doing jobs that they are not certified to do. You don't need
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    to come out? When, it's a mental health patient. You don't hold
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    any type of degree to handle that. You didn't go to any type
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    of school, a few hours of training does not make you
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    equivalent or privileged because it's a privilege to work with
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    those people because I worked in the special education
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    department, you have to know how to work with those people. You
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    coming out and when you get scared, you pull your badge, I
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    think in Dallas. And I'm going to say this because I really
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    mean it. We have been able to shake up a lot. But police
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    officers are so scary. The scariest thing to know is that
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    you know, you got to run into somebody who's scared of you.
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    Because it it's if I'm 250 pushing, and I'm going up
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    against a lady officer and she's what 120 soaking wet. What she's
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    gonna do, you think she's gonna tussle with me or is she gonna
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    run for that gun if I'm trying to get away and they can't
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    control the situation, they gonna shoot me in the back.
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    Because at this point, we bypassing tasers that's what we
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    gotta realize. They were tasing protesters who were getting in
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    their car, that's what they were doing. They won't shoot you if
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    you get in your car to leave at seven, but they will take you
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    out of your car. And it's foolish to back that up. We in a
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    society, we are in a society where police officers are scary.
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    They're fearful. I don't want anybody protecting me, thats
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    scared a scared person will kill you quick. Because they don't
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    want to lose. So I want to lay it out and paint it out. We
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    working with a system where you have men who have joined police
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    force and women and people who identify as another pronoun, who
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    are scary. I don't want anybody standing in front of me to
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    protect me from "Billie badass". And you scared of Billie Badass
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    too. I don't want you to kill me that is I want you to help me
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    get away from Billie Badass why we gotta kill somebody to be
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    safe. That's basically saying if you make a mistake, I'll kill
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    you. Whoa, every life is valuable. My black life is damn
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    sure valuable. I can have it. My man's is valuable. Because you
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    shootin him I'm subject to come off the hip. I don't need that I
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    don't want that's not what I want theres ways to de escalate
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    situations. And as much as they say they have all this de
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    escalation training. Have you seen deescalation?
  • Jamie Sanders
    Well, not. not for- not for black people. I
  • Jamie Sanders
    don't see that.
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    Not for black people never go to Lake Highlands and
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    he got a gun he bout to kill his mama. We can talk about it. I'm
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    sorry What now? We can talk about it. He about to kill your
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    mama yo kids yo dog we can talk. Let me get what is what else? He
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    was not a negotiator is a common negotiator?
  • Jamie Sanders
    I think so. Like when there's hostages
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    Yeah, they wouldn't bring in somebody who's who's
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    over a hostage situation. But if we in the hood, we are gonna get
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    you up out of here. You are a threat to society. Oh, no. Not
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    if somebody's running. You shooting people in the back
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    because they're a threat to society. But you want to use de
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    escalation for man who was about to kill his whole family because
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    he cannot have his way. You got to think about this. This is a
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    problem because his skin is whitter then mine? No, I'm not
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    not on my way.
  • Jamie Sanders
    What is the world with a defunded Police
  • Jamie Sanders
    Department look like
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    so if we're defending the police, then that means we
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    can pour more into homeless solutions. We don't need call
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    police officers for homeless solution. It should be a
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    department that's built into the budget, that those specific
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    people go and handle homeless. Because guess what if we take
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    some of that money from the police budget, and forward it to
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    homeless solutions, we won't have that many homeless people.
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    If we take money away from police officer who are, I don't
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    know who sit there all day on a phone. I almost want to be
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    tight. I almost want to take pictures of police officers just
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    doing nothing on there phone. We can't drive on our phone, but
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    you can. You don't have your lights on you ain't going
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    nowhere fast. We goin to the same place and you talking on
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    the phone, but if you catch me talking its a problem, hold on a
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    sec no. It doesn't work. Like you can turn on your lights, you
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    can run red lights, it's like they have it's a mockery. 2020
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    is the year of showing the mockery of the land in general.
  • Tramonica Brown
    We got a president that lost that will not concede will not
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    see we have police officers who do whatever they want to do. And
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    then we have a system that supports them when they do
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    something wrong. Take for instance, the Shawn Lucas
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    situation. I don't know if you know who Shawn Lucas. He was the
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    you don't know?
  • Jamie Sanders
    Yeah.
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    He is the guy who shot Jonathan Price. Um, he
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    asked for a bail reduction of his mom was a million dollars.
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    He asked for bear reduction yesterday, they denied him. It
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    took two days. Two days for them to actually issue an arrest
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    warrant for an officer who shot a black man in the community.
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    When the community is predominantly white, stood up
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    and said take his ass to jail he needs to go. He is not one of
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    us. This is not what we stand for two days, with the community
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    backing them. So it goes a step further, like yes, we have
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    systematic oppression, but we also have a very broken system
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    that has not had true change within it. In 100 years. We
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    gotta remember police officers came from slaves. They were they
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    were bounty hunters of to catch slaves. Those people turned into
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    the Tea Party. The Tea Party turned into the people who
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    protect it I mean, there's so many levels to it. It's such a
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    rich,ugly, dark history that we come from. So yeah, it's always
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    gonna be issue between a regular civilian and a police officer
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    because it's always that dark undertone that they have. And
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    that safe haven of this broken down law thats built on lies,
  • Tramonica Brown
    deceit, and financial gain.
  • Jamie Sanders
    Yeah, that was really I want to shift towards
  • Jamie Sanders
    specific like, questions about like Dallas in the DFW area. So
  • Jamie Sanders
    like,
  • Tramonica Brown
    Okay,
  • Jamie Sanders
    um, I like I read in an article you've mentioned
  • Jamie Sanders
    that you were on the Margaret Hunts Hill bridge, keep telling
  • Jamie Sanders
    me like, how you got to the bridge, what it was like to be
  • Jamie Sanders
    on there and everything like that.
  • Tramonica Brown
    That day, it was June 1. Um, we were hot. We were hot.
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    Hot as fish grease. What I do want to make clear, and I always
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    try to make it clear in every interview that I do is that we
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    were stopped at the bridge. But and there was two police
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    officers on both sides. They let us through. We did not run
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    through. We did not speed walk through we did not Bogart
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    through. I wasn't at the very front. But I can tell you I
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    didn't run up on nothing me personally in the people that
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    was behind me. We didn't run up on nothing. And when nobody in
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    front of me running. First of all, that a hill okay? And we
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    had on masks. No, um, they granted us permission. So to me,
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    and I say this and I mean this it was a trap. They wanted to
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    make an example out of what happens when you protest in
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    Dallas. And I feel like because chief Renee Hall came out the
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    next day and said I don't care about your feelings is the
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    reason why she is no longer our chief. And trust me, I love
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    black women. I stand for black women but I'm not afraid to say
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    when a black woman made a mistake. She made a mistake that
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    she still has not apologized for. She keeps you cannot It was
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    800 people, I think it was no, it was 694 people almost to the
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    tee, I'm almost certain that's the number. And you telling me
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    because you had a conversation with one man. And you can hear
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    That's the difference. He got on the mic. I don't know if you can
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    go back and watch it. It was told to the public several times
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    that we have permission that we were going we were not going to
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    be apprehended for protest. And we were outside of the zone. So
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    now that we're outside of the zone, and we are marching as a
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    protester, because I was not an organizer at the time, I was a
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    protester who just came because I had enough my life for you to
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    handcuff me. And think that you don't have me laying down on a
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    bridge was a problem for me. It was a whole problem. And when I
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    realized that we were to a point to where they was working
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    tomorrow, I started stepping over people that we can't let me
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    talk to somebody. And I did. I went to one of the police
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    officers and I was like, I need to talk to you. He was like,
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    okay, he put those little zip ties on me. And I said, thats
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    not the conversation I was talking about I said somebody
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    go down and have a conversation with her. When I say her, I mean
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    it's babies on this bridge
  • Jamie Sanders
    II and you did talk to Chief Renee Hall, (what
  • Jamie Sanders
    was that conversation like?)
  • Tramonica Brown
    Um,
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    it was a you know, she had her views on it. And her whole stake
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    was, you need to be careful of the company you keep. And like,
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    you know, you're just coming out here protesting and you don't
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    know who's organizing what. And I said, Listen, it doesn't to
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    me. And I was just a protester at the time. I don't care who's
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    organizing this. I'm not coming out to support an organizer. I'm
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    coming out because you police officers are covering for each
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    other. I'm coming out because you suffocated a man. Over 8
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    minutes. That's the problem. That is a problem yellow
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    shooting in people's house. No, knock warrant wrong address
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    think its a (unknown word). Wait a second. That's my I'm out
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    here. So it was behoving to me and we had a conversation moving
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    back and forth. And I'm like looking babies on the bridge at
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    the end of the day. Like I will pull my car up transport
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    children if need be. And I stayed there and she did she
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    lets adolescence go. But I found other people by the time I got
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    home people
  • Jamie Sanders
    yeah,
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    Where still laying on the bridge. It was like three
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    or four hours. I would have been pissed. I was already pissed I
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    was hot. I went down there and she could easily say look arrest
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    her too. Because I went down there talking cash money. Shit.
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    I was like, Look, I'm trying to be as respectful as I can. But
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    I'm mad. This is what's going on. Y'all throwing tear gas at
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    us y'all throwing rubber bullets at us. And nobody she's like,
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    No, we didn't. Yes, the hell you did. I'm not confused. I know
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    what that shit tastes like by now. So, you know as the story
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    unfolds, they start now little by little Oh, well, yes, there
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    was this or you know, yes. We had a few instances of that,
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    like go out there shoot the rubber bullets and doctors and
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    didn't know it. Uh oh your picture went away
  • Jamie Sanders
    can you hear me?
  • Tramonica Brown
    Okay. Oh,
  • Tramonica Brown
    yeah I can hear you
  • Jamie Sanders
    I remember those times when DPD was like denying
  • Jamie Sanders
    the rubber bullets thing? I think they were saying that
  • Jamie Sanders
    because they were actually foam bullets, which was crazy. (So
  • Jamie Sanders
    tell me did you see any) violence between the police and
  • Jamie Sanders
    protesters?
  • Tramonica Brown
    No. So what happened was on the bridge, you can see
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    the police officers coming to the other side. So once you seen
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    the police officers coming to the other side, we knew that
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    they were probably going to be gonna deny us and make us turn
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    around. We had no clue that it was a set up like an ambush. So
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    we're at the height of the bridge, like here. And then once
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    we can, you know, it goes up and down. So once we're coming down
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    this way, we're seeing Oh, it's police officers marching in full
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    on riot gear. And we where like were going to keep marching. You
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    know, it's a peaceful protest. And so, we got to maybe I say
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    about (maybe about as big as a street) we was a distance. You
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    can't see my hand we where at a distance and they started
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    throwing (unknow.) So you kind of And we're running, and we run
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    back to see and then we said no, we gonna hold the line, like
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    this is peaceful. So we turned around and we took a knee after
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    the knee more than a they started shooting bullets. But it
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    was time to go like, we haven't done nothing. We're not throwing
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    nothing at you, its time to go. So we turn around, and then it's
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    a whole nother set of riot gear people. Right behind us. So now
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    we're in the middle of the bridge, and they're working
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    their way forward, and the other ones are closing in. So now
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    we're just here. This is all we had. So you had almost 700
  • Tramonica Brown
    people stuck on a bridge after trying to retreat after doing
  • Tramonica Brown
    nothing wrong, after causing no ill-will or violence other than
  • Tramonica Brown
    lifting our voices to let people know that we are tired of police
  • Tramonica Brown
    officers thinking they can kill us and then go home and kiss
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    their kids good night. So hell yeah, I'm still angry about the
  • Tramonica Brown
    bridge, and I ddn't even lay there for four hours. But you
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    know, what I would have respected an apology to say I
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    messed up. I made the wrong call. Because at the end of the
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    day, that's no, no. No, no, go in the house. Thank you. But I'm
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    so angry about it. I would have loved for (Chief Renee Hall)
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    they have to say, you know what, even if she says she didn't make
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    the call, and she had another council member there. And he
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    backtracked and said, She didn't make the call. I don't give a
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    damn. Because at the end of the day, you're the head. You're the
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    head, you are black, you're a woman stand up and say, You know
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    what, as a department, we made a mistake. I made a mistake. Its
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    your department if something happens in Not My Son, I'm
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    responsible for it. I'm supposed to say I made the mistake. You
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    know, I apologize on behalf of my team, and whatever harm you
  • Tramonica Brown
    may have caused. Now what people say after you offer that apology
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    is up to them. Because you've done your job, the best thing
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    you can do is own your shit. She didn't own it, she came by and
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    said, Look, I'll give him my job is keep everybody say, Okay,
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    now.
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    So no,
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    I feel like her resignation is is gonna damage another black
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    woman's opportunity. I acknowledge that. And do I like
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    that? Of course not. Because that's gonna be another thing to
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    say "women are weak. You know, women, we can't have a woman in
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    this type of power because you see what they do? And then if
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    anything else, she quit. Even if you found better employment, and
  • Tramonica Brown
    she's ready to go. You didn't stay to fight the fight. So you
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    just understand it's two sides to every story. So it's probably
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    so much I want to speak on her departure as to you know, her
  • Tramonica Brown
    real reasons for leaving. But what I will say as a just a
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    regular, you know, Mojo, I would have appreciated an apology. I
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    know if nothing else I told you. I didn't come with ill intention
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    on the bridge. I know. That's a fact. I know that if nothing
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    else. I don't want to see a black woman walk away and it
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    hurts black women in Dallas. Because that's what that's what
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    happens at the end of the day. I think about the whole picture.
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    Am I fond of her? I don't know her enough. But what I will say
  • Tramonica Brown
    is that her departure is going to make it harder for the next
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    black woman to get in her position that's what I know the
  • Tramonica Brown
    next woman you set us back in Dallas with your shenanigans. Do
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    you think we're gonna have another black police chief
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    that's a woman?
  • Jamie Sanders
    Not anytime soon becuase
  • Tramonica Brown
    I don't think so. I think because the movement is so
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    high we might get somebody black, but it's certainly not on
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    the one Yeah, I don't
  • Jamie Sanders
    even before all of this. She was still pretty
  • Jamie Sanders
    controversial because of all the violence that happened last year
  • Jamie Sanders
    within our within the DFW area. And really people were
  • Jamie Sanders
    disappointed.
  • Tramonica Brown
    And if nothing else, I always want to say black woman
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    win but not at the stake of hurting the very being of a
  • Tramonica Brown
    black person.
  • Jamie Sanders
    Um,
  • Jamie Sanders
    so we got a phone 11 minutes I want to ask specifically about
  • Jamie Sanders
    like George Floyd's death and like what do you Why do you
  • Jamie Sanders
    think that this was kind of the straw that broke the camel's
  • Jamie Sanders
    back?
  • Tramonica Brown
    when when it came to a point to where police officers
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    they didn't even shoot him. They just slap suffocated him. And
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    they were standing around talking the world seen that I
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    don't know a person, whether you got up and did it or not, I
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    didn't want to just go and burn and tear some shit up it made
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    you mad. We didn't have a meeting about a protest. People
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    just showed up from everywhere. It wasn't I didn't get a text
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    message, you get a text message. I'm gonna text message, dad. And
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    I wouldn't know social media saying this is what we don't
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    want. I just got mad, I got mad, I'm tired if if you are not
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    going to respect black people, and if you are going to show
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    that you get zero, Chuck's about us about the country that we
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    built, we can just burn it down. We can just burn this bitch to
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    the ground. And then y'all remake it. And then you can have
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    a say so. Because regardless of the fact. Slaves built these
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    paths to even know where we're going. Remember your history. I
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    don't care who started who made these beautiful buildings. God
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    damn it, you wouldn't know what a plot is. If a slave didn't dig
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    it out. No, we built this. So if you are not going to give us the
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    respect, and you think that you can just step on us and suffocat
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    us and you still are hanging us in these hick towns? We will
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    burn this bitch to the ground first. And that's that's what I
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    felt like the humans that went out and did what they did. They
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    had that same instinct that I had before and even Caucasian.
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    If before I let another person die on my watch because at that
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    point, I felt like everybody who went on and rage was it was a
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    Not on my watch. We will burn this bitch down first. And then
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    you the system that is so oppressed and so broken can come
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    back and build it back up. I think that's how the world felt.
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    We'll just burn all this shit down. Just burn it the fuck. And
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    that's what happened. It was flames in Dallas. It shit on
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    fire everywhere. Yeah, they want to use the looting. But see,
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    they forgot to like capture those pictures of that rage that
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    fire represented rage. They tried to clear the message of
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    Oh, people are stealing and and all this now that we as a people
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    were tired. And when those people went out there, and they
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    were seting those flames they were trying to send a clear
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    message of were trying to burn this shit down. Do you not
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    understand? We're tired. We'd rather start from nothing.
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    before we let you guys infiltrate and continue to
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    control the narrative of suppression. So that's what the
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    George Floyd did. For me, it was the straw that really broke the
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    world's back. Not even just America, but it just broke the
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    world. And we're tired. And we don't want to get to that point
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    anymore. I would love nothing more for us to heal and truly
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    succeed as a country as a race as a people. But don't get
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    mistaken, we understand that it has come to a by any means
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    necessary. So that is where we are. We are open to talk. We are
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    open to listening, we are open for dialogue. But we are not
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    open to you continuing on the path that you're on. And we will
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    take drastic measures to ensure that you know that we as a
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    people of this what they would like to call Great American
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    United States of America. It's not great. And until we can get
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    it to a decent place because we just work it but decency at this
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    point. Ain't nothing great about the US of a there's nothing free
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    about the United States of America because black people
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    still aren't free. We're still enslaved to the color of our
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    skin. So until we see change, I know you heard that chant or if
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    you protest but we always say till we see change. We are on
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    high alert. So that's where I am with that I am in that same
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    situation. I'm in that same mentality today until we see
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    change.
  • Jamie Sanders
    Um,
  • Jamie Sanders
    so the Brianna Taylor plave decision happened not too long
  • Jamie Sanders
    ago, a couple months ago. How do you feel about that?
  • Tramonica Brown
    Um,
  • Tramonica Brown
    we were in a very dark place that day. Um, I cried. I cried
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    because it was again, for me it was Trayvon Martin again. Like
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    you people. The nerve of you Quicken people You will, you
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    will charge a man who hit a wall who hit nothing. Before you
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    actually charge people who actually took a real life, a
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    innocent life, I don't care what somebody past is. In that
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    moment, God dammit, she was sleep. It made me mad. Like,
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    even if she had woke up after the intrusion, you woke this
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    woman up out of her sleep, you took her (fucking life), like
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    you took her life, her mother does not have her (unknown).
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    Nobody has these people anymore. And you, for lack of a better
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    term you shitted on people who are fighting for rights who give
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    a damn. By saying before we charge those police officers,
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    we're going to protect them with that same broken system that
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    you've been marching for over 100 days. And we're going to
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    prosecute the person who hit some drywall, drywall got more
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    justice than the killers who killed an innocent woman because
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    of some bullshit that they put in, in place to protect police
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    officers. And that day was a very dark and ugly day. It was a
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    very, very dark and ugly day. And it took great restraint for
  • Tramonica Brown
    myself to try to be of, of excellence, and to be steady.
  • Tramonica Brown
    Because at that point, people were looking at me and people
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    were following me. And I felt like I was at a dangerous place.
  • Tramonica Brown
    I can either help create havoc. And we can have repeat. Or I can
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    just say our words, and try to get everybody back as best I
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    can. But it was just it was an ugly day. I mean, we had a city
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    council meeting that day, it was it was just an ugly day for
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    Dallas. We lost that day. And so many ways. It's just
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    unmeasurable, like we want to see defund the police, we want
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    to invest in our communities. So that day was a lot. It was a
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    dark day,
  • Jamie Sanders
    I want to ask you this question. I hope they won't
  • Jamie Sanders
    like it will bother you. If we- If we went a little bit over,
  • Jamie Sanders
    we're getting close to time. But, um, do you see a difference
  • Jamie Sanders
    in response when, when it comes to black women, when they're
  • Jamie Sanders
    victims of police violence from when it was black men?
  • Tramonica Brown
    Absolutely. Absolutely. And that's why I
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    what I was just saying was really, you know, teetering on
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    that. Um, we that just shows that America does not protect
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    the same women who create change, who said we would not
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    have another president had it not been for black women. Let's
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    be very clear. We we hit the ground running, we encourage
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    people to vote, we motivated people to vote, we took people
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    to the polls, we are the forefront. And we are constantly
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    we're the most disrespected women of any race by all races,
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    and to even see that, you know, it just kind of got swept under
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    the rug. Everybody came out, you know, and I think they're the
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    district attorney. I forgot his name. But Mr. Coon, I'll just
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    stick with Mr. Coon. He was disgusting to watch as a man who
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    just we only share the same hue because it's certainly not the
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    same views. That is something that was very disturbing and it
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    woke me up and I think that's really what just incited the
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    tears. It's like a black man who's delivering this message.
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    And he just don't give like you don't care Would you care if it
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    was your sister? So if they go kill your sister You good?
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    You're going to get up there and have that same spirit right? Oh,
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    you're not and i don't care about it man a job. And that's
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    why I say we need new people in office. We need black women on
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    our city council's and in our senate in Congress we need that.
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    As our representatives we need that because we have to now
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    protect ourselves to show people how to protect us. Black women
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    are in a very delicate place. We are creating narrative and still
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    accepting disrespect because that's all people have to give
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    us. That was disrespect at its prime. So I'm for for supporting
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    black women, black women are carrying our nation. period. And
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    I say that with pride. I say that with so much strength and
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    urgency, because we are demanding true change in our
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    communities and we're demanding respect above all else. So, yes
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    to answer your question. Men are superior and they don't have the
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    same gumption or the same grief when it comes to a woman and it
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    showed us.
  • Jamie Sanders
    I have
  • Jamie Sanders
    about two or three more questions, if that's okay with
  • Jamie Sanders
    you. Thank you for doing such a good conversation. I don't want
  • Jamie Sanders
    to like not ask these questions. Um,
  • Tramonica Brown
    I'm sorry, I'm long winded. I'm messing up the time.
  • Jamie Sanders
    I've loved it. Honestly. I love it.
  • Jamie Sanders
    This is so great. Um, so the election is over now. Um, and to
  • Jamie Sanders
    some extent, this was a slight victory. Um, what do you think
  • Jamie Sanders
    the results are going how is that like going to affect the
  • Jamie Sanders
    movement?
  • Tramonica Brown
    Um,
  • Tramonica Brown
    so I have a, what's a good way to put it? When it comes to the
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    election, I hold no qualms about who is going to create real
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    change, I don't believe anybody is going to create real change.
  • Tramonica Brown
    I feel like we have to hold them accountable. At the very
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    beginning, everybody was just like, you have to just choose a
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    lesser evil. Well, what the hell I'm sorry, what now you want me
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    to go vote, it was hard to encourage people to vote. And I
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    was one of those people. And I think because I was so candidly
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    honest with people, we were able to have like, I'm gonna go vote,
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    I tell people to vote simply on the strength of our ancestors
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    couldn't they hung bled and died for us to have a voice. If you
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    go in and just pick people who you want to pick and don't pick
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    a president, I don't get but you go in there and you vote,
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    because we did not have that option. As women, they felt like
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    we were invaluable. They're showing us in real time today
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    that they still feel like we're invaluable. We have to show that
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    we have the voice and that we have the power. And we did that.
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    Now, our elect, our president and vice president elect, if
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    they don't do what they're supposed to do, nobody's coming
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    in boot shining in here. I have no problem with speaking my mind
  • Tramonica Brown
    if they get in there and do because they had ugly pasts.
  • Tramonica Brown
    Yes, their PR people came in and they swept it under the rug. So
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    that way, the common folk wouldn't understand what's going
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    on. But both of them hold darts. And I am going to expect them to
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    deliver on the black vote. Because we put you in office,
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    this black woman, we put you in office, not the other way
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    around. Deliver or you got to go too because we're not just oh,
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    I'm gonna I'm so glad that you're here. You are not our
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    white Savior, you hold the real privilege to us. And to that
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    woman, the same thing. I just told you the same way that I
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    that I feel about our soon to be former chief, she is in the same
  • Tramonica Brown
    boat, you need to deliver because you came from a rudy
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    past where all you did was incarcerate black people, if I'm
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    not mistaken. Do I want that? I would love nothing more to see
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    her succeed. I want to see Joe Biden succeed. I want to see
  • Tramonica Brown
    them cash some of these checks that they was talking about cash
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    them. That's what we want to see. I know that somebody else
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    and it's unfortunate, because we already know when somebody else
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    dies, while your president, what are you going to do different?
  • Tramonica Brown
    Because I don't want to hear it. I don't want you to tell me you
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    don't have to tell me shit. I don't want to know. I want you
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    to show me with your actions, which you don't allow when the
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    ball is in your court when were in your wheelhouse is it going
  • Tramonica Brown
    to be the same. Are you going to come out and tell people to stop
  • Tramonica Brown
    doing what they're doing? Now, now we get to have those
  • Tramonica Brown
    conversations. Now you get to really hold those people
  • Tramonica Brown
    accountable. Everybody talks a great game. But I'm into showing
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    like with Not my son. I tell people all the time I try to
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    cash everything so far I have. You can see us out in the
  • Tramonica Brown
    community. You can see what I'm doing. You can see me on the
  • Tramonica Brown
    front lines. You can see me getting in people's face when
  • Tramonica Brown
    I'm like I'm not having that shit. You see me. I want to see
  • Tramonica Brown
    them do the same thing. Do it in legislation, do it passing these
  • Tramonica Brown
    bills, do it to sitting in those rooms when nobody can see you
  • Tramonica Brown
    and come out with a solution that is for the betterment of
  • Tramonica Brown
    black people. That's what I want to see for our country, because
  • Tramonica Brown
    in order to get our country on a correct path, we have to fix the
  • Tramonica Brown
    race problem first. So let's see. Are you going to really
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    create more jobs that people can actually sustain and attain to,
  • Tramonica Brown
    or you really want to create a safe school environment. What do
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    you have in place? I cannot wait to see what the first hundred
  • Tramonica Brown
    days are going to look like. because let me tell you
  • Tramonica Brown
    something, those first hundred days that the narrative of the
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    four what are you really going to be out to conquer? Or was it
  • Tramonica Brown
    just the money game? So I'm excited to see, I'ma show me.
  • Tramonica Brown
    Texas is the Lone Star State. But I need to see, show me.
  • Jamie Sanders
    So what do you want people to know about this
  • Jamie Sanders
    movement today and in the future?
  • Tramonica Brown
    I want people to know that it is a narrative. And that
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    is also a checks and balances behind that narrative. So if you
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    are in your community, and you are screaming Black Lives
  • Tramonica Brown
    Matter, what are you doing to be productive in the progression of
  • Tramonica Brown
    a black life? What are you doing? What are you advocating
  • Tramonica Brown
    for? What are you you know, what bills are you on? Like? What are
  • Tramonica Brown
    you pushing? Are you in a council meetings? Are you on the
  • Tramonica Brown
    ground in the city? are you creating, you know, chances for
  • Tramonica Brown
    people to get off welfare? Or you do have a hookup with
  • Tramonica Brown
    housing? Like what are you doing to pour into black people? What
  • Tramonica Brown
    are you doing to pour into systematic racism, so that way,
  • Tramonica Brown
    we can retract that from my vocabulary and not have to use
  • Tramonica Brown
    that. I want people to know that this is a marathon. And people
  • Tramonica Brown
    say that and they say it like it's just something gimmicky.
  • Tramonica Brown
    It's not this is a marathon, this is not a moment in time,
  • Tramonica Brown
    you have to really put your boots to the ground. Everybody
  • Tramonica Brown
    is responsible for that four by force space. How are you gonna
  • Tramonica Brown
    handle yours? So my message to everybody is to show up, honor
  • Tramonica Brown
    up and handle up, do your part. And it doesn't have to be the
  • Tramonica Brown
    same way I do mine, everybody is different. But you have to do
  • Tramonica Brown
    your part. So do it. Be of a real change, provide a real
  • Tramonica Brown
    assistance, give your time to volunteer to something and
  • Tramonica Brown
    learn. It's never been a time since I've been out here that I
  • Tramonica Brown
    went to something I didn't walk away with something that was
  • Tramonica Brown
    either nourishment or something that I did not know, a
  • Tramonica Brown
    conversation that I probably needed to have. Get involved.
  • Tramonica Brown
    Give a little of your time to your culture. Give a little bit
  • Tramonica Brown
    of time to learn about a different culture. If this is
  • Tramonica Brown
    not your culture.
  • Jamie Sanders
    So are there any questions I should have asked
  • Jamie Sanders
    you.
  • Tramonica Brown
    Um, you didn't ask me about our pillars. Of Not My
  • Tramonica Brown
    Son.
  • Tramonica Brown
    Um, ugh our pillars our first pillar of course, is social
  • Tramonica Brown
    activism. That is being on the street boots to the ground,
  • Tramonica Brown
    letting our voices be heard getting into those city council
  • Tramonica Brown
    meetings getting into the neck of the oppressor. Um, we
  • Tramonica Brown
    counteract that with what we just had our civic engagement,
  • Tramonica Brown
    voter engagement, we have to get people there. We have to educate
  • Tramonica Brown
    people on the fact because we're nonpartisan. I am myself just
  • Tramonica Brown
    nonpartisan. I'm a show me type of person. And I want to I want
  • Tramonica Brown
    people to understand that it's nasty on both sides. We cannot
  • Tramonica Brown
    just think, Oh, I'm over here because it's me, oh, I'm over
  • Tramonica Brown
    here. You need to understand the person outside of the party,
  • Tramonica Brown
    that person makes the decision as well. And sometimes behind
  • Tramonica Brown
    closed doors, they don't agree with that party. So you need to
  • Tramonica Brown
    understand who you voting for and the character that you're
  • Tramonica Brown
    giving. Cause this is supposed to be what we hold beautiful. My
  • Tramonica Brown
    people built this country. I want to see it flourish. So, and
  • Tramonica Brown
    our third one is you know how we show and improve our community
  • Tramonica Brown
    outreach. We have a back to school drives. Tomorrow we have
  • Tramonica Brown
    a turkey drive. Um well doing to Turkey giveaway. We're doing a
  • Tramonica Brown
    turkey drive all week. So if you want to, you know if I didn't
  • Tramonica Brown
    want to give some canned goods or stuffing or some turkey, let
  • Tramonica Brown
    me know. Um we do after school programs, we do tutoring. We do
  • Tramonica Brown
    a community cleanup. We feed the homeless, we feed people we help
  • Tramonica Brown
    find resources. In order to claim that you want to see
  • Tramonica Brown
    change. You have to be a part of the change and create change
  • Tramonica Brown
    where you can so you know those are our three pillars I feel
  • Tramonica Brown
    like that boom boom boom checks and balances. And we're right
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  • Jamie Sanders
    I did say three but there's one question is kind
  • Jamie Sanders
    of a small like really breezy questions. I want to ask that
  • Jamie Sanders
    and then we can were done a lot of activists have an activist in
  • Jamie Sanders
    history that that inspires them. Is there one activist for you
  • Jamie Sanders
    that you find inspiring
  • Tramonica Brown
    Tamika Tamika Mallory, definitely, um, I love
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    her. I love her her moments where she captures, you know,
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    her audience with true compassion and truth. Like, I
  • Tramonica Brown
    want to look up to somebody who I feel like speaks truth. And
  • Tramonica Brown
    Malcolm X, especially in this moment in time, because I'm at a
  • Tramonica Brown
    point to where I am. I am for the betterment of my people. And
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    sometimes to other people. It doesn't sound good. But I feel
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    like when you live in this space, you're like, I see why he
  • Tramonica Brown
    was moving the way he was moving. Cuz I'm in it, I see it,
  • Tramonica Brown
    I fill it out. I see why, like, when you watch it, when you hear
  • Tramonica Brown
    you listen, they're like, oh, he was, you know, he didn't like
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    white people. He didn't like this, you get to see why his his
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    thought process was like that. Because you also have allies,
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    who pretend to be allies, who want to dictate and want to be a
  • Tramonica Brown
    white Savior and not an ally. They want to get in the
  • Tramonica Brown
    forefront and project message over a black person. You're
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    still trying to control our narrative, it's no longer your
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    time. So I feel like it's you know those two people. You know,
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    she's in real time holding people accountable. And he was
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    in our past, holding people accountable, and not being
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    afraid to lose his life. Behind truly, this is what I believe
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    in. This is what I stand for. This is who I am. Whether you
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    like it or not, you have to respect it. And you know, those
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    two people are just. I love both of them. They've helped craft me
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    and I've listened to their speeches, and I've read some of
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    their work. And it's remarkable and I hope to one day to achieve
  • Tramonica Brown
    to be on that level. But in the meantime, I'm sipping my porch
  • Tramonica Brown
    right here.
  • Jamie Sanders
    Okay, well, thank you so much. I'll stop the
  • Jamie Sanders
    recording now.
  • SEGMENT SYNOPSIS: [The preceding transcript is automated and may not provide an accurate transcription of the interview. There may be typos or inconsistent line breaks. Please refer to the attached document for a more accurate transcript.] SUBJECTS: [Black Lives Matter in Dallas-Fort Worth, Texas; activism]; (Virtual Interview)